Thursday, September 16, 2010

the other side of "Someday".

Myyyy goodness.

Life took off running, but I think I tripped at the starting line or something. TYPICAL LAUREN.

Am I really graduating in May? Seriously, am I talking to advisers about the GREs and the Praxis and Grad school applications? You must have the wrong girl. I'm no where near ready to be a real person.

So I guess I'll just have to live it up while it lasts =D

Life's pulling me in about a thousand different directions right now.

I'm becoming more and more aware of how over-committed I am. I always do this to myself, I just get so excited about so many things and I just... I want to do them all. So I do. I just end up having one or two (or three...or four...or five...) breakdowns along the way. I expect my first in about three weeks. Prepare yourselves.

Good thing I'm surrounded by the world's most wonderful people <3

Dear friends, you are my Parachute.



You give me the strength to keep the negativity out of my life. To surround myself with people who truly care about each other. And what's more, you've taught me that I'm not a bad person for doing so, despite what those nasty nay-sayers may say!

Hm, that last line was...incredibly poetic. Just call me Dr. Seuss!

I know it's only been two days, but I sincerely miss your presence in my life. I hate not being able to text you when something ridiculous happens. It feels unnatural to see you on campus and not say hi. Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad. I know it wasn't anything I did, it's just one of those things. I understand, and I respect you for doing what you need to do. I just wish it didn't have to happen, is all.

I MISS BABIES! OMG. Why doesn't someone just rent them out? Like seriously. Some baby snuggling right now would be the best possible stress reliever. Thank God for Sundays in the church nursery! Teehehe, that was unintentionally ironic. Or was it?

I'm not sure, I'm sleep deprived and goofy. Probably shouldn't be writing. Today my dance teacher made a joke about lactose-intolerance and I was gone for a good ten minutes. Ah well, I've come this far, no turning back now!

Peace, Love & ZOMG our new Feminist Blog launching MONDAY!